Since You Ask, Most Days I Can Not Remember
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I was wrapped in black
my hair rising like smoke from the car window
and I beat down the psalms
………………….(notice how he has numbered the blue veins)
and I undid the buttons
………………….(like carpenters they want to know which tools)
and the love, whatever it was, an infection.
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And then you called me princess.
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Climb her like a monument, step after step
…………………..(he is bulding a city, a city of flesh)
then the almost unnameable lust returns
leaving the bread they mistook for a kiss.
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This is not an experiment. She is all harmony.
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And then you crowned me–
fireworks in the dull middle of February–
face flushed with a song and their little sleep,
and as real as a cast-iron pot–
the bones, the confusions.
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You undid me and then
I stood up in my gold skin.
…………………..((From the glory of boards he has built me up).
As for me, I am a watercolor,
have possessed the enemy, eaten the enemy,
and the love, whatever it was, an infection.
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So this is a patchwork poem for the “Fall in Love With a Poet” mini-challenge at Read Write Poem. The lines are taken from four Anne Sexton poems: Mr. Mine; Us; Wanting to Die; and For My Lover, Returning to His Wife.
There is a theme here in these poems, as well as in the lines I have chosen. I just need to figure out what it is, spend some more time with Anne…